Freak Of Unnature

Once it was a peaceful tone
Between the nature and its throne
But one day a beast between
Broke the peaceful sound with screams

Tormented by horrific past
The beast returned from there at last
From the unnature where he dwelled for years
Not a day without screams and tears

The beast who once was of human form
Was turned to dark by that place of mourn
The unnature, that unknown land
Made a freak out of a human man


Part of a song I'm working on. This is the prelude.

Anxiety

Why is this?
Why is it you?
Love I though do miss
I don't want it to be you

I didn't feel this way before
That new feeling comes back for more

The anxiety breaks me
That shame I should not have, it bothers me
The fact that you don't feel the same
Enriches every source of shame

I thought I didn't but I was appearantly wrong.